I made it and its my responsibility to get out of, just don't know how.

I know it's hard to see hope when we're always "cloaked" in darkness, but it seems to me if you could try your hardest to open up to your T, you would be taking a HUGE step into a way out.

Can you write her a letter? Print out this thread? Tell her you're having a hard time? See another T?

I know it's hard to help ourselves when we feel so yucky and blah, but try to care about yourself as much as you would someone else who felt this way.