Yes. I read into all of that. It'll bother me for days. I'll want to know what I did wrong. I think it's one of the many things that keeps me from forming close attachments. Or at least one of the things that pushes people away. I try not to talk about it to people because I've learned over the years that I'm the only one that thinks this way in my world of people. But you are not alone in thinking that. It's a very frustrating symptom that I wish I could ignore.