Im sorry. Im all over the place right now. I just know it is getting bad because I lost my job as I was seen to have bad attitude and anger. I guess I just needed help.

Writing on here has sort of made me calmer since yesterday and I havent took any meds today. I knew deep down that they werent helping. I know that. Um. Thank you for your replies. You have helped me more then you probably understand.

I called a local therapist and should be visiting within a few weeks.
Thank you again.