My diagnoses are, Mixed dissociative disorder: amnesia, identityconfusion, derealiazation/deperso disorder.

While i was in treatment, my therapist insisted on that i shoud ask my alters if the had a name....cuz if they had names, its more likele DID, not mixed. I didnt ask them until i was out of the hospital months later, and sure enough, the had names. Not just "the angry one", but like "Ada". and so on.

Lately things gotten worse. two of my alters is very destructive.. and young. me and my boyfriend sat in the livingroom, and suddenly, (lets call her Ada) Ada comes out, starts being mean and breaks me glasses. and starts cutting MY skin.

My boyfriend think this has gotten worse the past time, and is convinced it is DID.... but i dont know... anyone who might have an idea?

My amnesia is very bad... lots of loss of time...and lots of stuff i dont remember...

Im on a waitinglist for treatment, so i didnt know where else to go.... this really breaks my heart... 3 alters by the way...