Thank you all for your responses they mean alot. I'm glad I found this place to try and talk about how I'm feeling without people around me knowing.

Both my mum and sister have eating disorders and I just know they will think I'm trying to 'copy' them. The thing is I'm 29 now and have had problems since I was a teenager. But this is the first time really I have been at a low weight. Somehow I've managed to stop binging/purging and I've just stopped eating. But it's got nothing to do with them.

I don't know if that makes any sense.