(((LilMercy))),

Yes, this feeling that "someone else hurt me, I didn't deserve it, and yet I am unfairly left with the damage" is a very "common" strong feeling/challenge for PTSD sufferers.
There is often a very strong desire for "revenge" or "justice". Sometimes the anger can be "blinding" too. I have dealt with that myself and it has been one hell of a challenge for me.

I have been trapped in a lawsuit myself where I am trying to recover alot of damage that was due to a very "disrespectful, negligent, lazy neighbor" and that neighbor is still "disrespectful and intrusive". And this event has changed my whole life, as well as what has caused me to develope this awful challenge of PTSD. I could go on and on about this challenge that has now been going on for almost 6 years now. And it has aggrivated the PTSD many times, making it worse.

It takes time to work through PTSD and these things that happened to you that are so unfair to you. Rambling is ok, getting "validated" is "very healing".

(((Hugs)))
Open Eyes