Today is a good day. Of course being BPD I knew that my awfully extreme negative mood yesterday would pass. Even in the midst of it my mind would tell me "just keep your mouth shut right now! It will pass and everything will be fine soon." But I never seem to listen to that positive voice when in that mood. I'm a fortunate person in that for the most part, my norm is relatively of the "optimist". I'm a dreamer and hopeful about things that are to come usually so I think sometimes this shortens my depression and black moods. i guess I can say that I'm blessed.

yeah so today I'm in a decent mood and thankful for this upcoming 3 day weekend (for me) and hopefully the more "helpful" s4 is back.

Thanks to everyone that has supported me and encouraged me when I went through what I was yesterday. You're all invaluable as friends. *hugs everybody* (if that's possible lol) YOU'RE THE BEST!

~s4