i feel that way often, especially in the morning, i cant get out of bed and when I do I feel like plopping right back in. I really don't have too many responsibilties as I am a homemaker and housewife and mom, those things I keep on to of. I can't get a job as I have no transportation, i sold Avon and MaryKay, for awhile nd I loved it but getting the rides to peoples houses was a pain in the neck Then I taught beginners piano for 3 years, all of this with my mental illness, and had a breakdown, I really wanted to work, but i have to take better care of myself now after the hospitalization. Because I wanted to feel productive I took on a volunteer job talking to old folks at the hospital, It was very rewarding, but I got sick agaain, this time not needing the hospital.just a break I remember in my early 20's I used to be a produce clerk, met several friends partied until the sun came up. I'm too old for that now but would love to work from home but don't even know where to start looking. I never drove because i can't process all the information but my son and husband drive. I had to sell my baby grand piano so my son could have the money to take driving lessons it was like 700 dollars to got to driving school.One thing I did do was go back to finish my degree just associates in Arts, online, but I had over 60 credits from a previous college so the school counted them too. well that is my life in a nutshell, avlady