I have a pretty hard time getting started on things, not because I don't want to...either its just so overwhelming I am confused of where to even start. Or I for whatever reason lack any energy or motivation for it, and sometimes it just gets to the point of why bother.

The very few working experiances I've had one of which was college work study, I didn't do so well with I didn't get fired from the work study but I did from the other two. Mostly it always came down to me seeming a bit 'off' mentally, needing to be more self directed(it freaked me out kind of when I was told that in the work study job, because I was worried about not knowing what to do....I need direction for those kinds of things and of course being too slow.

I've had people try to tell me to just try harder, but they have no idea what's going on from my perspective...maybe they don't understand the frustration of having to fight to get your brain to cooperate.