You know my pdoc the one that was really good, and he also had an awesome reputation in his feild, the dusorganized dr I have ever seen, no idea how he found anyones files. But he was still great at what he did. And I liked that he was not afraid to appear disorganized, it's not like he tried to hide it it. He was pretty down to earth.

So just do the best you can DH, glad that you felt better yesterday. I know you are the "face", I understand they are worried about that but doing your job well is more important, and it sounds like they recognize that you are doing a good job.