Hi everyone,
Well, I saw the new pdoc yesterday and it did not go well. I was so overwhelmed and anxious (after sitting in the waiting room) that I made an idiot out of myself. I sure wish my old pdoc was still here. It is so hard for me to talk to pdocs. New pdoc rx'd Prozac because I was able to communicate with her that I cannot afford Cymbalta anymore. Then I made the mistake of telling her about my suicidal thinking (tdoc tells me I fantasize about suicide and he is right) and pdoc thought I should go in the phosp! I said no way. Anyway, I did not do a good job of communicating with her other than telling her I am a no good, worthless, idiot.