For me I usually wake up feeling very depressed, especially on the weekends. I don't feel as depressed when I get up on the mornings that I go to work, except if there's something coming up that I'm dreading.

When I get up on the weekends, I feel like I'm getting old and I don't have any good friends. It looks like having good friends and/or a mate for me is the thing of the past. I feel deep down in my heart that it will get better, but I don't know how.