Thanks for posting. I read your post and it sounds like what go's on inside my own head. Thinking of things I want to do just not getting them done is a cause for my depression to just get worse. I am not getting any younger either. I wish I had the answers. I wish I was there and we could pull each other out of the rut! Please understand that you are not alone in your thinking as I have had those same thoughts of down sizing and just hitting the road! There has to be a way although it seems something stops me every time. Fear of the unknown? Fear of failure? I just don't know. Something to think about for sure!