Marijuana makes me extremely paranoid. It's unfortunate really and wasn't always like that. I used to get the best nights sleep when I smoked but it started making me super anxious and afraid. All those weird thoughts... It's odd that it wasn't always like that when I did start smoking a few years after my first real episodes. Can't blame the bipolar entirely on that one!

It's alright though last night I actually slept a good 8 hours! Now I'm just feeling down but, that's a relief. Who knows what I will be like tomorrow though.