I see my T tomorrow and I can't seem to untangle my thoughts and find clarity on what I want to discuss. He's terminating services with me at the end of this month. I want to make sure I get my feelings resolved with him during the remaining time I have. Does anybody else get mad at their T? I'm mad that he's terminating me and I'm mad that I just didn't quit when he told me he was terminating. I'm mad at him for several reasons that I won't go into right now. He says I overstepped the boundaries - that I think of him as more than a therapist and that the therapeutic process won't work anymore because of it. I feel like if I overstepped the boundaries it's because of my BPD and so my BPD has essentially gotten in the way of therapy. Does that sound crazy? Why am I in therapy if not to get help with my BPD?

I don't know if I make any sense at all. I feel like a crazy person, like I have no rational thought at all.