Welcome to PC and the BPD forum. I hope you find what you're looking for. I think you're off to a good start. If you haven't already done so, read the top of the forum that goes over the description of BPD and see how well you connect. Talk to us and read things on the forum, ask questions as they come up and see how well you connect there as well. Many of us diagnosed ourselves prior to anything "official" and that's okay. In my experience, if you do your research and talk to people and you connect and feel at home, you're probably right.

Drugs do not cure BPD. It is a learned behavior brought on by the way we were raised or were treated. Drugs are sometimes used to take off the edge but they don't solve it.

Good luck in your venture to self-discovery. Be honest with yourself on how you are and you will slowly find what you are searching for.