Well, having someone to talk to has helped me, too, so I understand you wanting that. I use PD short for "personality disorder". Since you're posting in this forum, do you think you may have one?

I'm doing pretty OK at the moment, so go ahead and write some more, if you want. You can click on my username if you want to see some other posts I have on PC.

The hope I have is that finally, at long last, I think that I/therapy may have busted through some stuff so I can move forward. But it has taken me/therapy forever long.

Write about what's bothering you the worst and maybe I can help point you in helpful direction? Or just listen.