Things just keep spiraling downward

Death swirls around me

My job just slipped out of my grasp

Can't afford what it costs to live

More worried about my head than

A place to lay it

Finally caught up to me

The system shut the door

Someone screwed me over

Nothing I can really do

Should have ignored the thoughts

Should have keep my sickness hidden

Don't know how to face tomorrow

Don't know how to hold my head up

Don't know what to do now

Don't know how bad I really screwed up