hi i am so new to this but i have been battling this feeling of worthlessness for a very long time at least 2 years.i am married been for 12 yeas have 4 wonderfull kids who i would walk hell or high water for.but my prob is this i have not had no love no compassion no romance not even friend in my husband he treats me like im not even there.i have thought many of times in the last few weeks about suicide but my kids mean a great deal more to me then death tho it does sound appealing to be honest.please someone give me some advice on how to stay in a one sided marriage im talking we do nothing as a couple and part of that is because i feel so uncomfortable around him because i know he isnt in love with me but i have tried everything in my power to change things and make it right.i know its very old fassion but when i married i meant till death do us part and now it's like im waiting for the end of time....lonely and very confused in Ohio