rts- not really, I am guessing that I will show up and hang out at the back of one of the bigger churches in the area, or I just won't go at all. Not sure.

Soooo frustrated. H says he is on board with leaving, wants to wait a couple of weeks, oh and is meeting with our pastor and the wife next Friday (right in the middle of t appointment, uh hello.. you watch the kids when I am there).. I don't get it. Then he just asked me if I even wanted to stay married to him. I don't know what the hell is going on with my life.