Sinus infection cming on. Bleh. Can't think without damn infection...now I will be totally F-ed! Aside from that I can't figure out even the first step on his long road I have to walk. Luckily I am not alone, but people can only take so much helplessness before they will give up on me. Feeling low, scared, immobile, and sad. Now I feel bad for 2whining. FML for sure...tonight anyway