Rapunzel, I can certainly identify with what you're feeling. I would have just rented an apartment or bought a condo if I hadn't had 4 lovely pets who are my family. Instead, I found a place where all are happy, a big fenced yard for the dog, and on a quiet street where the cats can go outside when they choose. There was no question in my mind of getting rid of them, since I had that option. I just hope you will be okay, and when you are resettled, can retrieve them if you choose to do so. I know how hard this is for you.
LOVE,
Patty