Just checking in today. I am doing alright still need to find work that pays enough so I can survive. I am not giving up! Just know that I am thinking of you all often even though I may not be here as much. I am here daily in my thoughts, without this place I would not be as positive as I am today. That is a fact! I am trying to work on my fear which runs deep in every aspect of my life. Clean and sober one day at a time.