m cnfused about myself, ma personality, my attitude , nature and have a much low cnfidence about ma self ... m still single 20 years old have only 2 or 3 girls as a best friend n dnt knw how to cnversate with any other girl n cant approach anyone coz of my mindset that i wont be able to do it or m nt dat cool. have less gk, not an attractive personality n still immature ... dont knw the truth wat is in me, cant understand my feeling, wat i feel n also m confused about my future as dont have much knowledge abt the worlds in and outs and someone can easily make fun of me .. i dnt knw why m writing all dese over yer coz i think dat i dnt wanna be a freaky or a sad geek n think dat writing over here is too kiddish or an lets say making me feel insane .. have very few friends which are tooo close to me bt i cant make them understand wat i feel or lets say it even makes me sad that m not open to them. help me out ... wat i felt is i wrote but still der are many things which i cant explain via this or dont knw wats d reasn... too much cnfused