I've thought about cutting, but I've chosen something that doesn't leave a scar, only leaves an infection, but gives pain.

I've distracted myself, but I haven't actually dealt with anything that has happened this past week. my T was out of the office this past week, needless to say I havent' talked about what has been in my head, or the things that I have learned about myself. I'm just not willing to talk about what I have learned, it's just to painful. yet how can I put it in words.

Oh and to top everything off, my alarm hasn't been going off, to get me out of bed... It was off by 12 hours.. no wonder why it wasn't going off.

I'll continue to distract myself, until I can actually talk about what's been in my head.