Thread: Angry at my T
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Old Jan 20, 2013, 09:48 PM
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Originally Posted by TheRealFDeal View Post
My T called this morning and canceled today's appointment because there was no heat in his office. So I get to carry this anger around till next Wednesday. And then my hairdresser called and canceled my hair appt. WTF? So I had no reason to shower and get dressed today. I've been depressed, angry and sullen all day. Thank God the day's almost over so I can go back to bed and be unconscious for awhile.
This would have upset me, too. 2 appts in a row. Oh, man! Nothing to look forward to. And, always, the thought, "What's going on? Are they upset with me?"

Ouch.

I still have days like this and I remember having them before. Wanting to just go back to bed. "The day is over finally---thank goodness."

Carol
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