Don't feel sorry for venting, venting is the best thing.

The problem with depression is that it's ongoing- it'll stop for awhile then something will trigger it yet again.

Are you keeping busy through out the day?

I'm sorry you are feeling so down in the dumps right now. I am kinda there myself so I don't have really anything postive to contribute at this point.

Being lonely is one of the worst feelings to have. Just think of your apartment in a postive way- it's your home. Everything in it is yours and take joy in that.

Can your BF now come to the apartment?

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>