Have to quit sitting here procrastinating, thinking I can put off this 3 hr drive tonight to get to the city so I can check into the hospital at 8am.......like it is going to just disappear and not keep getting later and later. I should be used to doing this and doing it by myself but for some reason this time seems really hard. I don't know if it is because I've been so depressed or already know my counts are down and it will probably not be good news or most likely a combination of both.
anyway, I really should go finish packing my bag and getting on the road, I don't even like driving at night and now I've put the whole thing off for dark....how smart is that!

Take care of each other and hopefully it won't be but a couple of days before I'm back.


Lori