Updatedness...

Guess who developped a virus/cold/flu?

I DID!

So on top of the fact I had little motivation before and crying sporadically, the lack of motivation becomes more apparent, crying hurts, and I feel icky.

Going to go talk to someone tomorrow (hopefully) and see what kind of advice he can give me. I trust him, I just need to learn how to speak up.

So hard. Feel like wallowing in self-pity right now. I know the stress is the major cause of my being ill, but this just makes me more stressed and miserable. Big ugly cycle ain't it? I never get sick. Grrr.

Thanks for all your kind words everyone (((((((hugs)))))))) . I may not show it too well right now (being self-centred et al) but I do care about each and every one of you!