When I was 11 years old my older male cousin raped me repeatedly for about six months almost every weekend. I didn't know what he was doing to me, but I told him to stop. He also did this in front of my younger brother who also told him to stop. It ended when my cousin's father suspected something.

I mentally blocked that out for about ten years. I finally told my parents when I was 18. Then my father's sisters accused my father of sexually abusing me. I was very angry because my father never laid a hand on me. My mother told them it was my cousin. Last year I found out that the mother of that cousin was going around telling my mother's relatives (she's my father's sister) that my father sexually abused me even after my mother told her it was my cousin. So I got on the phone and told her off and told her it was her son and that I'm going to tell everyone and that I'm going to put him in jail if I can. I told her she's no longer welcome. I told her off. And I did tell everyone. I tell everyone in my family.

Anyway, I still have a lot of anger towards that family. He's married with kids and he just had a daughter. I want to prosecute him or tell some law enforcement official or child services about what he did to me. Does anyone know how I could do that? I most certainly want him to pay for his crimes. I see my pdoc Tuesday. I'll ask her about it.