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Old Jan 21, 2013, 10:57 AM
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Originally Posted by bos314489 View Post
Christa, I only had one manic episode and it was a very good high on life feeling with lots of energy, etc. I did not feel any depression at all during that time. This was over 10 years ago and I have not felt manic like that since. I think I am suffering from depression now. I seem to be either normal mood or really depressed with my bipolar, never up except for that one time. How many times do you cycle from manic to depressed?
my cycling USE to go a month of manic, 2 weeks depression, then back to manic.. My manics would take a week before it would get worse, it would always start with odd lil signs.. I'd start feeling less tired during the day, I'd get excited easier, then before I knew it, I was leaving my daughter with my dad while I was going out all night doing stupid things.. Then it would start to leave me. And I had time to think. Then that would send me into my depression.. Since July, my moods started changing weekly, then before I knew it, my moods started changing daily. One day I was manic, then next depressed. It kinda sucks.... Still trying to battle it all, but my pills are helpin me bounce back a tad quicker, and not send me into a crazed state.