I pooped out!!! I probably should go to the office and tell them I quit. It was giving me a bad attitude, like I didn't already have one. I don't know what's wrong with me. I would come home from T and be like, I have to go to the bathroom, I am not delivering the stupid papers, quit ruining my day. And like nobody was even talking to me!! Well no wonder, right?

My friend asked me about it at lunch last week. I was like, this is how I used to get into trouble. I hated the letter management sent out (about the papers) so much, I felt personally responsible for making things better. But it wasn't necessary, really. All I did was make myself look like a fool. Or at least undependable. Stupid, stupid, stupid! (My mantra!)