Was wondering if anyone has experienced this? Have dealt with it before and it is back up.

Alters are really affecting me and my voice is like I'm drugged. They are affecting me big time. I saw T today and I was so embarrassed. My voice was as if I was drugged as well it being in a child's voice. My T told me today that she was told that these alters are affecting me as well as taking parts of my mind......the host part.....me....back to my childhood. Not that I am in a memory or back totally in time. It is so confusing. Hard to explain. Parts of my mind is in the here and now, but parts of it is back then. Not another alter, but me the host. I'm sorry if this is confusing. I'm trying to figure out how to explain what is going on. This time of year is a horrid time of year for us.