Sometimes I feel like I know what ppl are thinking, they give out clues with their behavior... I'm usually right. Now I'm not sure about this one... Last week we put our toddler in daycare. I been feeling like one of the teachers (a fair looking young lady) thinks my husband is attractive and she ponders why he is with me. I'm totally fat since I just gave birth 7 weeks ago. Plus I haven't felt like dressing up etc since nothing but pregnancy clothes fit me. So my self esteem ain't at the right place. I'm wondering if my insecurities are acting up or if she really thinks like that.
But it's just the way she looks at me, so estranged .. I don't know.
My husband is very good looking, even the mail lady has a crush on him. More than once she has come back to deliver packages she forgot to give. Usually they would bring it the next day. Not only that, but one of those days she came back, my husband wasn't in the house and I was feeding my newborn. I took a moment and when I opened the door I saw her truck was running so she hit the brakes as I opened the door, but when she saw me she took off. Lol I was like oook... That's when I knew for sire she had a crush..
Maybe I'm wrong judging like that but that's the way I think they come off... Or maybe I'm nuts lol
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