Hello Eroswings,
I'm sorry to hear you have difficulty making friends, too. Have you tried running a personal ad on AOL or Yahoo? We all need a friend or two in this world. Maybe if you don't label yourself "criminal" you won't feel it as much and with time you may see yourself like everyone else. We all make mistakes in life. If my purse was near you, unfortunately, you would not find money in it. Because I have none. You're not the only one who has taken things not yours during life. But I see you as honest and even joking around about it. Some cannot say what they've done.

As for not being interesting in what others are saying. That can happen with anyone. Then when you have a lot on your mind it's even harder to listen because maybe your anxious about things.

Well, I wish you much luck and you are no less than anyone else and just as good as in God's eyes. I'm not real religious but thinking that has helped me at times. Peace to you.

Success is the best revenge.