I mean we have sex at times, but not as much as we used to... And it's just been recently that these feelings are showing up because the guy that took advantage of me has been trying to contact me again recently and it's bringing back old memories...
But, something happened today that reminded me of how much I really care for my fiancee. I was at the bridal shop looking for dresses. As soon as I picked one out to try on mine and his song came on in the store. I picked out several more dresses and tried them on. I finally tried one on that I absolutely fell in love with, and it just so happened to be the one that I had picked up right when our song had come on... Idk I just kind of took that as a sign.