Rose, I understand your pain. I know your frustration level has been mounting for some time now. I am glad you shared your true feelings here. Life is tough. Sometimes we just need to spew and get it all out. We feel so much better afterwards even if it is not right away. We are here for you. Dump your stuff on us, spew your feelings, get angry if you need to. We are your friends and will love you reguardless of your frustration. Please continue to vent as needed. You know I'll be prayin that Gods will be done.

Have a good night and try to get some sleep,
Love ya, Big Mama