I cut last night and it wasnt deeper than usual. It was actually really shallow I barely broke the skin at all but it was really scary when I saw the marks this morning because there were a lot more and a lot longer than I remember.

And obviously it had to be me. But if I didnt know better Id swear I hadnt cut so many times or so long. That was really scary. It was dark in my room when I cut but I should know... I dont remember doing it all. Im really scared.