Dear T,
you confuse the hell out of me!!! why did you call? just because my name isn't on the schedule???? and then no opening for ten days??
i am going to give you one more try... and if it doesn't work this time, it will be our last, and i will tell you i am not coming back.

i cannot go to therapy and get beat up. there needs to be safety, and acceptance.. and maybe a little bit of hope.

i will try. i will share. i will talk. you must be nice, not mean. let me talk about what is important to me. and i don't want to hear about your wife, or other clients. i am not them, i am me. sorry. for the time being you are stuck. balls in your court. please don't hurt my feelings because then no matter what you say, it feels like you hate me or are trying to teach me a f'ing life lesson. thank you.