Hi Sweetie ~ I know what it's like my friend. And waiting until Feb. is rough.

Why not call your therapist and get put on the cancellation list? Then they can call you sooner if they get an opening!

Why not teach yourself to crochet? Its really easy. It comes in a small kit, with really easy instructions. Then you can make afghans, like I do. It's a lot of fun, and keeps your hands busy, even while you're watching TV. I even give afghans away for gifts. I crochet alot when I'm really depressed.

And helping others here makes ME feel better. So if you can offer support here to others, you'll feel much better too. Giving to others always makes you feel better, and is an unselfish way to help. But you have to want to do it with no expectation of getting anything back.

I hope you feel better soon Nikole. You're such a sweet girl. Take care & God bless. Hugs, Lee