((((Carol)))))
I think a lot of us are struggling to put two words together atm but I also understand how you feel when you hardly get any replies to posts, I have felt like this too, Believe me it has nothing to do with not being in therapy.
I can reassure you that I want you too keep posting, I am sorry that you feel this way BPD sucks eh? I get angry with it most days.
I have no answers to your original post Carol but I have read and I do care, I am sorry that it took me so long to read and reply