I'm kinda pissed at you today. You've fallen from your pedestal - people said this would happen. It's probably a good thing but I feel kinda empty because I made a big space for T in my life and now I feel like that was a bit of a waste of space when you don;t actually care about me. It's just a job for you, you're bored of me, you feign interest in what I say but you are really just looking at the time thinking about what you're going to have for dinner. I'm surprised you keep track of anything I'm saying, I'm sure you're bored of all of it. I know I am. I was so excited last week about T finally working. I was so glad yo have found you and that you could help me. But now I just feel blah. I was drawing you close, now I'm going to push you away again. Nice work.