Thanks for asking, wikid - it was the first time I've cried in T, and it was rather embarrassing. Thing is, today is my father's birthday, and yesterday was the two-year anniversary of his funeral, so I am a bit emotional today.

Other than that, it was good. This is a slow process. I'm saying a lot of things, and T doesn't necessarily react, and I don't really feel any particular direction in therapy right now... but I know that some things have changed, I do realise that I trust T more, I dare to say things to him I would not have dared to say a few months ago ("I was worried that when I said X you would respond with Y and I'm glad you didn't", for instance - I would never have been that forward with T when I started seeing him.) I did bring up a few things that have been worrying me a bit in therapy - including the language question. I've been imagining that T would prefer me to switch languages, but he doesn't mind either way.

I was feeling rather hungover after the session, but right now I'm ok. Not great, but ok. I've visited dad's grave and lit a candle there this afternoon.

Also, the kittencam Rainbow_Rose linked to - I loves it.