I was always told I was the "nicest person in the world", my mother was also considered that too so i guess i had to be that way,without any thinking. When i got sick mentally i was like a lion roaring all the time cussing people out and embarrassing them too. I was doing it as i didn't want to be "Nice" anymore as i got older.I can drive you nuts!!!That's why i'm here.She taught us to keep everything inside especially when we were angry, that is hard to do. Once you learn to let steam off it is so much better, as I've learned.