My anxiety is a bit less, actually gone for the time being, but I do NOT want to go tomorrow. Of course I'll be really anxious come the morning, and I'll want to back out and say F it, but I wont I'll get it the benefit of the doubt and see what it's about, I don't HAVE to take it. Might be good money, but why do something that I don't want in the first place right? Does that make sense?

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>