I, too, have "been there" & had several suicide attempts when I was younger. A month ago I overdosed (not sure if it was a suicide attempt or just wanting a release from the emotional pain I was in). My husband found me & took me to the ER. I don't remember much of it cuz I blacked out, but even though I'm still somewhat depressed I'm glad I am still here.

I'm continuing to seek help with medication & I went to see my therapist.

I hope you took the good advice given here & know that we do care about you.