Could there be a touch of intimacy (shudder) going on here?? The reaction you describe has been my reaction as the intimacy has grown between T and me. I find it really really difficult to handle. It ranges from just uncomfortable to sheer terror. Why? Ah, that's the question!!

Sounds like you're really moving forward, pbutton. The emotions are a dead-giveaway that something's really percolating ...... Hang in there. Ain't therapy fun???????