[quote=purpledaisy;2841471]Sorry. I'm just whining.

Not really whining. More like being mad at myself and wondering why I've wasted all these years.

I hear you. I feel the same like I have wasted a lot of years due to my illness. I had to drop out of a college program that I was in to get into the medical field and have struggled finding a decent job all my life. I don't make very much money at all and I do not feel sucessful in life. I really want to feel sucessful. I am not talking about becoming a millionarie but making more money so that I am not living paycheck to paycheck. I work full time but I am also an artist on the side and am trying to open my own business and market my art. I feel like I really want to be able to suceed at that. I hope you feel better. I am presently in a big time funk myself.