((((((((((Lisa)))))))))))

Don't want this thread to go unanswered--I'm not quite sure what I should say though. I was hoping one of the more experienced posters would have seen this.

I have a guess as to what your talking about. Please stay safe and if you are worried about being home alone with it then go someplace else. Take a book and go to the coffee shop or go browsing at the mall or go for a nature walk or just do something to make sure that you stay safe. Definitely talk to T about this.

I am only minorly triggered by this and am willing to talk more about it if you want to PM.

If a distraction would help right now, how is all the activity in your house going? I can't remember if you are building a new house or renovating.