Thanks, everyone. I know that I should tell my therapist, but I don't want her to think I'm an overly dramatic attention addict.

Roadie, I believe that the sui feelings have passed. It was more like an impulse than a feeling, came out of nowhere and was very short-lived. I'm not in any danger now. I'm just kind of scared because, like I said, it kind of came out of nowhere. I wasn't depressed, just upset by my social problems.